SELF STUDY

Monthly Focus ~ “Allow the Loving in”

Allow that Loving to come into the rights, the wrongs, the belief systems, the constructs, the concepts, and just allow that Loving to precipitate into the mental energy. You’ll begin to see things dissipate, and release. You’ll find yourself becoming more flexible, more knowing, more understanding, more ahh-ha’s, intuitiveness, a greater understanding of how truly the Spirit works beyond the mind. 

Full Excerpt ~ Brian Yeakey

I find as these things come up, that just the same thing on those inner levels, that I’ll bring the Loving into it, and that I’ll see, “Well, what actions can I take even into my imagination? What can I do, in a sense, to bring this to completion?” 

Sometimes, it is just loving it or forgiving it that sets it free. The energy begins to dissolve over time. It took time to build within us. It can take time to dissolve, to let go, or to get free of these things. And, some of those things on the astral level, maybe that’s just because it is something for us to walk through physically that is just precipitating down from those higher frequencies into a physical movement. 

But the only way we’re going to know is to pay attention, to respond, to act in loving, to take action both inwardly and outwardly, and then you learn through your experience. There’s no magic in this. It is a practical action of application and having your own experience.

Then, of course, we move into the emotional level. We have different fears, the feelings, that come up that prevent us from moving forward with those things we do want to do. Maybe we want to be closer to somebody, but we’re afraid. “What are they going to think? Maybe they’re going to pull away. Maybe this isn’t going to really be what I want. I’ve been hurt before. I don’t want to be hurt again.” 

All these things come up that prevent us from really taking those action steps to do what we truly want to do, to bring that completion, to fulfill ourselves.

So, it’s important to remember, that as you keep focusing into the Loving, that is through that action that God’s Grace participates with us. If we don’t allow that opportunity, then we’re always going to be in the struggle, in the turmoil and the challenge. But when we really open through Loving it comes present, and it gives us the strength. Those qualities we pray for, whether it’s strength or endurance or clarity or understanding, joy, knowing, a different outlook to reach beyond where we feel stuck or entrapped, we open to allow those things to come forward so that we can walk through these things.

But, God, in the greatest sense, is not going to do it for us. God, as who we are as soul, will do it for us as we allow ourselves to move in the Divine Loving that we are as soul. So, be open to that. Look at those things within you and in your life and begin to see that Grace can take action in many ways. That’s where you’ll find your greater fulfillment. 

So, after we may get through different emotional challenges or struggles, and of course there’s that mental process; the belief systems we’ve grown up with, the rules, the regulations, what’s right, what’s wrong, what’s moral, what’s ethical, what’s the appropriate way and the inappropriate way, the judgments, the good and the bad of the world. So then we begin to confront all those concepts of the mind.

The mind is such a great trap because it’ll make us believe the right way and the wrong way. But I’ll tell you what, in Spirit there is no right or wrong, all there is, is Loving and movement. In this world, we call it action, but in Spirit it’s simply a movement of Loving. 

But that movement as it moves us in this world we begin to take action, so we’re going to begin to confront all these constructs of the mind. But, all we have to do, once again, is begin to take action; action and loving.

Allow that Loving to come into the rights, the wrongs, the belief systems, the constructs, the concepts, and just allow that Loving to precipitate into the mental energy. You’ll begin to see things dissipate, and release. You’ll find yourself becoming more flexible, more knowing, more understanding, more ahh-ha’s, intuitiveness, a greater understanding of how truly the Spirit works beyond the mind.

You’ll begin to see the limitations of the mind, and the games that it plays and all along thinking that we are following Spirit, but yet it was just the mind. But yet we were following Spirit because the Spirit now brought us to the wakefulness to begin to see and understand the dynamics of that mental process.

And there it is, Grace, working with us, awakening in us to how the mind functions for a greater understanding, to set ourselves free, to allow us to unhook ourselves; where we begin to now move beyond right and wrong, where we move to the place of non-judgment or, I like to say, rather neutrality. You get what you focus on, right? So focus on neutrality. Focus on the Loving and the Grace, allow it to carry you into the greater knowing spiritually, not mentally. 

Monthly Focus “going Home work” ~

1. Mediate 2.5 hours daily, and listen to the talk by Brian Yeakey (part 2) titled Fulfillment Through Loving 03/25/2007 
2. Listen to the guided meditation by Brian Yeakey titled Fulfillment Through Loving 03/25/2007
3. Journal the following: 

• • Write a list of your belief systems: the rights, the wrongs, the mental constructs, and concepts, and your judgments based on your belief systems.
  • Then close your eyes and “allow that Loving to come into,” each belief and/or judgment on your list. You can do that by accepting them and allowing them to be “okay” inside you letting go of the charge you have placed on them, and forgiving your fears and judgments of them and of yourself.
  • Open your eyes and journal how you’re feeling now and your awareness of allowing the Loving into your belief systems.

Contemplation 

• • You get what you focus on, right? So focus on neutrality. Focus on the Loving and the Grace, allow it to carry you into the greater knowing spiritually, not mentally.